overwhelmed

25 days left...

excited
happy?
sad?
eagerness, anticipation!!!
time, time...NO TIME!!

afraid :
scared\
disquieted, apprehensive, timid, timorous. Afraid, alarmed, frightened, terrified all indicate a state of fear. Afraid implies inner apprehensive disquiet: afraid of the dark.

—Antonyms 1. bold, confident, fearless.

so little, so much!
too short, TOO MUCH
time, time...NO TIME!!

i laugh
i cry
i smile
i cry again

despair, perplexed,
hopeful,elated, gleeful, blithe

letting go looking forward
letting go looking backward
forward backward


to hold on or to let go?
"move on!!"
learning, still learning
will i ever get used to this?


they say, "change is the only constant..."
blah blah blah...

tell me... are you just for NOW? for a season? or forever?
time, time...I NEED TIME!!

this is rubbish

i don't know
i really don't
will i ever


stop.