tweNty 2nd mArch 1983

the minute the clock struck 12midnight it was like a loud GONG...
reality smacking you in the head... and you cringe...at another year.

more responsibilities, greater expectations, more that should or could have been accomplished. it didnt help that music from my mp3 brought back fragrances of nostalgia from yester-years. has it been that many years that have passed so quickly? like yesterday.

i'm scared. does anyone see my inadequacy?
24?
i feel the gawkiness of being 14, only, i'm loosing youth's lustre. the same gawky feeling of inadequate incompetence. am i ready?

.......
So to the ones that have our paths crossed once upon a time,
the ones that were there for a season in time,
the ones i've grown to like, grown to love,
the ones i've lost,
the ones that have hurt,
that have pained,
the ones that cared,
and the ones that couldn't be botherd.
the ones i've trusted,
the ones i've treasured...

i appreciate you.
for good, for bad, i'm glad you were there.
i love every bit of you for you.
(yes even tho you make me scream or make
my blood boil i'll still love you afters *smiles*)
you've made the past 23yrs what it was and is...thank you.


i'm tired.
goodnight dear world

*HUGS*
lotsa love,
fiona